If ever there was a time and place for a person like me, it ain’t here or now! Wether I should have be hatched way back in the day so I could have blossomed during the seventies, or a gemstone, such as I, should be lifted from a future landfill site somewhere in the middle of the evaporating Atlantic, I certainly don’t understand today’s world.
In the forces, at least, we knew our place! We knew what it meant to be part of a bigger picture, we knew how we were treat was a direct consequence of how we treat others. Not in this world, this civilian world where cowards abound and two facedness is part and parcel of being an actually ‘Civilian’; Cause offence? How very dare you, how very dare you say something that pushes against the status quo? How dare you not think the same as the rest of the faceless grey leeches? How dare you have an opinion that sits uneasy with others??? I FUCKING DARE!!
Guess I’ll be spending quite a bit of time this year studying and socialising on my own by this degree! If you read this and know me, well, expect me to more of a cunt this year than before, I’ve tried to fit into a round hole, I’ve tried to whittle myself into what others want me to be, but that shit ain’t working! Loyalty? Integrity? Honesty? You’ll see that when I see that from yourselves! (This is to ALL civilians out there btw, not just arseholes! THAT IS ALL