December! It’s December and the Christmas sprit is pissing me off already! It hasn’t got anything to do with seeing Christmas lights and trees up for nearly three weeks has it? Do you think? Probably has but let’s not dwell on that shall we? I think I may have ranted before about that ideology! Anyway! As things go, I’m an angry man now! (I know, huh) go figure. Here’s why!
No, not the picture, a green fairy and a princess would seem to sum up my life so far, absinthe and beautiful wimmin everywhere! No, I’m angry because it’s December, it’s December and I have nothing really to look forward to. It was fun when I had a couple of parents, it was even cool just to have the one, but now I got none, it’s shit. You see, they’ve been part of my life for a long time (longer than I’ve been alive actually) and now I think it’s starting to actually sink on that they are gone for good! No I’m not going to find them down the back of the couch, or in a place where I left them!
If you have them, tell them you love them, if you don’t love them then I hope you have that love to give to someone else! Seriously, any spare love, find some dude or duddette and give it to them, not in a suprise sex rapey way! Nor in struggle cuddles, but pure emotional unbridled love. I only emphasise this because the love shown to a parent should eclipse all others! After all, of it wasn’t for them wanting to keep you (wether for love or benefits) you wouldn’t be around to have that spare love! Geddit? Now fuck off and love someone!