Rain rain go away, tell you what, don’t go away, just GO AWAY. That’s what my mantra has been over the last couple of days. Apart from waking up in floods of sweat with the biggest baddest headache I’ve experienced in years, I just couldn’t be arsed to venture outside into the winter weather, but today! TODAY was the final straw. No I wasn’t going to be the slave to the clock on the skybox again. I refused to look through my clouded, uncleaned windows out onto the world beyond my magnolia and burnt umbra walls. I wanted not, the artificial heat from my piped gas heating on my face! I wanted cold, I wanted rain, I wanted life.
I’m fucking soaked!
At least this fortress of solitude I have made for myself gave me a place to brood, a place to ponder, a place to get fucking pissed off in when caged for too long! (How DOES Superdude do it?) anyhoo! I made sure my washing was done (even making more washing for me when I woke in puddles) I made a start on my new assignments for school and I eventually made my New Years resolution list (2016) one of the things I’m giving up, is the illusion of actually being a blokey bloke! If I wanna be poorly, I’m gonna be poorly! (Hot water bottle and everything)
I’ve invested in lemsip and Imodium today, as well as a bloody big helping of ‘mince and dumplings’ (fuck you bubbling stomach, I’m starved). Mind you, I knew if I took a bigger bag, I would buy shit I don’t need, so along with the important stuff, I now posses a pair of kitchen scissors, a set of inks for me printer (I don’t actually NEED them…..yet) nearly a mini, and some scottoil for me chain oiler. Now I’m home and drying out, the freakin sun is making its first appearance of the day FML this is winter! I don’t mind the snow, I don’t mind the rain but what I do mind, is the way Mr Blue-sky laughs at me sometimes! But I’ll get the last laugh!!! When I die, I’m going to get burnt on a Viking long boat and my ashes shall fly up and another that big bugger 🙂