Belsen was a gas!

To be honest, my week couldn’t have started any worse! But you know about that right? through my last rant! You don’t? Well go ahead and scroll back to it and find out. While you’re there, have a check through my other ramblings and leave a comment or two, I’ll wait here!  

 You all caught up now? Good. Right, as you will (or should) probably know by now, the week started with a letter from a spurious government department worker! Eventually it was resolved with the actual department telling me it was a load of bollocks! So I needed a bit of a boost! As with everything else these days, gotta do it yourself (ain’t no one waiting to hand you anything) so I sold my car, and part ex’d my bike to get the red raider you see in these pictures. 

 I introduce you to my triumph sprint ST 1050! (Haven’t got a name for it yet, feel free to offer advice) 160mph worth of ‘what blue light?’. It ticks all my boxes, made me fizz and grin when I took it for a test ride! So now I have no car insurance to worry about, no fuel tank filled with diesel and only one vehicle again! (Bets on how long I can stay on it) so there that’s my boost to myself for feeling as I did earlier! Buy a bike! I couldn’t be arsed with a puppy or kitten, and they wouldn’t make me grin as much! 
 Right, today! I had my first REAL session of EMDR, I could google it and give you the correct name, but I thought I would allow you guys and girls a chance to look up something new 🙂 (most of me mates from H4H and CS will know already what it means) and I must say, it fucked me over! Only 40 minutes and my brain was running away trying to hide from the world! WOW, is all I can say! This could be the beginning of learning to deal with some of the shite locked away in the corridors of my head! Only time will tell! My point today? If you’re having a bad day, just remember, Its a bad DAY! Tomorrow might be better, might be worse, but eventually it will get better! You can’t predict the future and what’s passed is passed! And as always, thanks for reading ❤️

Published by dec247h

Ex soldier, father, party girl and generally nice guy taking time out to do as he pleases! one day i will make it back to the UK, but i aint in a hurry!

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